We’re all too busy with our own lives that we forgot we have family. We’ve always brushed each other off and never actually took time to love one another. I miss my eldest and how we used to be so close. Now she doesn’t even know how old I am turning. I can’t even remember the last time all my siblings and both my parents got together. It sucks so much because it feels like we all prioritize everything else before each other. I want to feel like I have something to lose but I feel like there is nothing to care.